Well, another Hami Awards night has come and gone. Some people left very happy, and some left very disappointed. And those not nominated just had a good time. I kind of prefer that better. When you're not nominated, there are no expectations and you can just have fun. I for one was a complete and total wreck having being nominated for two awards. As I sat there waiting for my categories to be announced, I got severe cotton mouth and my knees started to shake. That doesn't sound like fun to me. Then when I was fortunate enough to win my awards, I had a very difficult time trying to find the words to show my appreciation. After I sat back down I thought about all of the wonderful things I should've said and felt terrible for not saying them. On top of all of that, my daughter, my husband, and my mother all think that my daughter Jessica, who was nominated for the same award, got robbed and deserved to win. I was told that I won because I have alot of friends at the theater. So the point I'm trying to make is that even when you win, you lose too. It doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things, although I have two nice trophies on a shelf gathering dust as I write this blog.
